I don’t know how this happened, but ever since I became a mother, I have become so fearful of everything.
We will be going on vacation in a few months and going on an airplane. We had some turbulence on our last plane ride and now I am having major anxiety attacks whenever I think about riding a plane. I have ridden on airplanes dozens of times, I don’t know why I feel so panicked. I really don’t have a reason to. I feel horrible for not having more faith and trust in God. I want to be able to put complete faith and trust in Him, He has never let me down.
I am also so fearful of everything – I used to be so carefree and trusted God so well, I don’t know what has happened to me. My heart starts beating rapidly and I feel like I want to throw up. I don’t want to be like this anymore – I want to renew and refill my faith and trust in God.