5 years had ex martial affair i know this in my heart and sould because he was treated resentment ,hate,lying telling my family i was on drugs,lazy,i was neither of these.i have a illness fibromalgia that effects the entire,body with pain was diagnosis,i was diagnois with disk disease neuropathy in my and my i have neuro stimolater for,also i have migaine, since i was sixteen,i have rheumatory and ostearthis,oseopenia. i wanted to leave all he had to do was tell the truth,but he want about a different way he told me he going to run pay a bill and never come and told our girls he was at a hotel another lie.the worst part i had wanted to be approved for disability insurance he was spending it on this other woman. i finally.this was a person whom i was married to for 37 years trusted with my life when we talk about him coming home would go to marriage counseling a lie he has never gave me true .apology and treats the same as when he left. I feel he takes me for granted.i pray the lord you would open his eyes realize what wonderful wife full life he has, treat me respect and our vows we look so long ago,i feel like i am on my own here.