I am fighting with myself to understand the path you have for me. I am at war with my thought. Thoughts of if you listen to my prayers and would even consider a sinner like me. I promise I do try to be a good child but I do fail often in my effects to do the things that are pleasing to you.
I’m not complaining and I’m not seeking pity. I’m just asking for clarity, understanding, patience, guidance, movement, prosperity, and favor in this life you have given to me. Strengthen me oh lord and teach to me the things you want me to know and the ways you want me to learn.