Dear Lord, i knee before you, i’m at lose.. i am going to lose my best friend as of my laziness n refusal to change. i have another issue. my mother is a control freak and i cant take it anymore. i dont know what else to do. I’m not happy. i want to move out of the house to avoid her. but i dont have a stable job or have the guts. i dont want to be a weakling anymore. i want to be a better n stronger person. i am a my wits. Lord please help me. i want to be able to overcome my trials. Lord i leave this into your hands .