Please help me. My wife of 51 years passed away on 1 August 2020. I miss Cathy, my wife, so much. I am 74 years old and have no one to talk to. I am alone. I think I will retire this year or next year, but I do not know what to do. Please give me a direction in life and please help me to follow you with all my heart and soul. O Dear God, please help me. I do not know what is next and what is the step beyond the next. I have health problems, having had heart by-pass surgery in 2009, so I walk just about every day, but my knees and hip are very painful. I am trying to get medical attention for them. I am so alone. O Dear God, please help me.