Father God I come to you just as humbly as I know how to first say thank you for all you have done for all of us and to humbly as for forgiveness for my sins of omission and commission. I know it has been a long time since we have talked Father God and I know that I started to turn away from you once I joined the U.S. Army 11 years ago.
Being rapped up in 2 wars showed me things I wish I had never seen. I couldn’t understand how you would allow such horror and evil to exist. I was only 18 at the time and had to harden my self, heart, and mind in order to survive. I’ve been out of the Army for about a year now and though the battles I face are different the fight is still the same. Fighting to survive.
That is why I come to you now Father God. I feel I have reached my limit and I am in need of a abundant financial blessing. I am not making enough money to afford an apartment, house, or car with the part time job I have now that only allows me to work 3 days out of the week for $7.00 an hour. For the past 10 months I have been job hunting and have yet to land an honorable good paying full time job.
My ex wife cheated on me while I was deployed and I came back to an empty house and 13 months worth of un-payed bills. My credit has been greatly damaged and my car was repossessed because of that and I’m struggling just trying to keep my head above water. I don’t know what els to do Father. Pleas help me Lord.
I’m worn out from so many battles in my life. If I have achieved any victories in my life I can not see it. If this is the best my life have in it then pleas just put me out of my memory and take me home to be with you.