I dont know how to pray properly or not at all apparently.
I have prayed for help and never have received any in years gone by to date. When times for me were good I have always helped others often to many times to my own detriment, but always felt family and friends needed it more. In my times of great need like now i have never found any help. To say seed in my case has been an understatement I have and never once looked for any recognition or help in return. I am blessed with a partner who has been by my side more than anyone ever in my life she is a god send and beyond a true friend. So for her I am thankful but we both are desperate now and are struggling.
So like I said I dont know how to pray and I will simply ask god for help to hear me somehow this time please god help me in my time of dire need I am hurting please help me. Thank you