Dear Lord I know my faith has faltered and I have resented you for the burdens you have laid upon me.
I felt as though my dreams did not line up with your plan for me and everything that could possibly go wrong to prevent my dreams from happening, did. It has been a long uphill battle and I have grown weary. I can no longer fight this fight by myself. Lord this is what I truly want but if it is not what you have intended for me I pray for a sign and some clear guidance. If what I want is what is meant for me please fill me up with your strength and courage for I feel so alone.
If I am too travel some other road please make it clear to me. I’m opening up my heart to you if you will accept me though I am unworthy. I’m at a huge crossroad at my life God,please enlighten me so that I may do your will. Please Lord I feel so very alone and confused please help me I’m crying out for you! Amen.