Dear Father God,
I humbly come before you to seek your guidance as I don’t know what to do now. Please do help me Papa Lord as I cannot do anything now because I am so weak and feeble-minded.
I have been in a relationship with a very thoughtful, sweet and religious man for more than 2yrs. We were happy and so in love. I have promised him my heart and I have promised him that I would marry him someday. But I am so weak. I broke my promise and I failed him. I fell in love with another guy. I don’t know what to do now. I don’t know whom i really love.
You see, i left my boyfriend in our home country to find a better job abroad. But not only i found myself a job, but i also found myself a new boyfriend. Its like i am committing adultery now and i don’t like it. I don’t know if it is just because i am too far from my boyfriend, that’s why i fell for this new guy.
I don’t know Lord. Now i am thinking that maybe i don’t love them both? I have tried to broke up with my first boyfriend but he doesn’t want to let go of me. He is saying that this is just a test. But please Lord, help me. Please give me an answer as i am very confused. Please show me the way and please give me the solution. I am very weak. Please do help me Lord.
If you want me to marry my first boyfriend, then please stop me from seeing my second boyfriend. But if you want me to be with my second boyfriend, then please help my first boyfriend to let go of me. Please help me Lord, please. All these I ask in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.