Dear Jesus – you know what is in my heart and what is in his heart. Only you know if this relationship is meant to be and only time will tell and will heal the wounds that we have each felt. During this time, I ask for peace, strength and comfort. Relieve the pain that I’m feeling and that is so all encompassing that it is almost debilitating.
You have always answered my prayers and I have faith that you will again. I want this relationship to work and for this man to seek you for answers and for the two of us to be a couple in faith. I trust that you know what is best, and pray that I will release my human instinct to try to control the situation and hand it over to you.
I pray these things in your son Jesus’ name.