Dear Lord please forgive me for questioning why you took the man I love out of my life. I feel like I have been robbed of my happiness. Please guide me and bring me closer to you in faith that you have a better plan for me.
Please heal my heart so that I may find a reason to smile again. If it is your will please bring him back to me and during this time allow us to heal and grow closer as one. You know my wants and I put it all in your hands.
Please be with me each and everyday during this difficult time. I love you Lord please know I am trying to understand you but it just hurts.