Pray for me please to be away from the edge of insanity

by Marbella (Manila)

Dear Lord and St. Jude,

I thank you for all the blessings that you’ve generously given me before. And now in my time of need I ask for your help one more time. And I reaaally do hope you hear me this time. This prayer I know will be long, but I do hope that the people would still pray with me til the end. And that God and St. Jude, All the angels and Saints will listen and help.

I ask strength and guidance, for patience, for wisdom and knowledge. I’m nearing the edge of insanity. And I want to keep sane. I really don’t want to end up like my mother. I’ve thought before that it was all just a test, just like everyone says. But it’s just too much. They say God only gives you what you can handle. But this time it’s just too much. I prayed to God during a recent meltdown. I asked help from God, St. Benedict, St. Scholastica, my Guardian Angels, and all the angels and Saints to help, to listen, to pray for me and to help me. But I guess they didnt hear me, or my problem is just too much to handle. But I beg to please try again. Because I really can’t handle these problems anymore. I’m still just 16 years old. And I’m reaally tired.

I pray that my dad will soon recover. May he be healthy, happy and strong. May he live a long and blessed life. Bless his family as well. I pray that my sister finds the right guidance. May she find the right way again. May she be guided and guarded by her guardian angels. May she also have the patience and strength to deal with our mother. May my mother become sane again. Let her rants stop. May her craziness not exceed and get worse again.

She’s worse than she is 4 years ago. I keep praying that she becomes normal again. I still keep fighting, hoping, and praying. PLEASE MAKE HER STOP. I cry everyday because of her. SO PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE MAKE HER STOP. I’m really tired. I did the right thing and not send her back to the psychiatric ward. But I wonder if it was really the right choice. I was 12 years old when she started this. I can’t handle her anymore. As for me, I pray that I will be able to pass the last quiz for accounting. At least if I do, I’d pass one tests in accounting. And PLEASE let me get a REALLY HIGH GRADE in my finals in accounting. PLEASE. I want and need to pass. Please guide me in my studies. Help me understand and remember the lessons in Accounting, LBYBUS1, College Algebra, Biology, but especially in accounting. PLEASE. Give me concentration, guidance, wisdom, knowledge, and a very good memory. I need them right now for my finals this September 4-6, 2012. Please? Please help me heal. Heal physically, emotionally and spiritually. Help me heal my wounds.

It hurts. Let it go away. I dont know what my skin problem is called. But to me they look like wounds because they have scabs (blood clotting) right now. Because of this I’ve missed out in so much. And because of this I might have to stop in my education because of my mother’s decision. And I dont want that to happen.

It would be hard. And I’m having a hard time with my education as it is. So please let is heal already. Fast if it’s okay. The doctor said the reason why its taking a long time for me to heal is because of stress.And I have a lot of that right now. It never goes away. And I’m so tired. I pray that the itchiness would go away already so would prevent from scratching my wounds and get better already. Give me strength. Please let me continue my education on time. Please. Money is not the issue. It’s because of my skin problem. This skin problem has cause so much problems to me. So please let it go away already. Also, let my flu go away also. I have a hard time concentrating to the professor with me being sick. I’ve spread my flu to my friends already and I don’t want it to happen more.

Let my friends who caught my flu get better as well. There’s so many problems more that I want to ask help for. But I’ve asked so much already, so for now, please help me with these problems.

St. Benedict and St. Scholastica, pray for us
St. John Baptist De La Salle, pray for us
All the Angels and Saints, pray for us
Let our Guardian angels guide, guard and protect us throughout our lives.
God please hear my prayer
St. Jude please hear my prayer and help me.

That in all things, God may be glorified.
Live Jesus in our hearts, Forever.