Dear Lord, only You know the full measure of my broken heart. I felt that you sent K to me and now I feel that his fear of a family has pulled him away from me. I know he loves us Lord, but is afraid of the responsibility. So, Lord I ask for strength to accept Your will with what will be the eventual outcome. You know more than ever that I want K to fill my heart but if this is not in Your will, please heal my heart Lord because I feel dead inside.