I don’t know if porn can possibly be stopped by me personally . I don’t know if I can come out of this stupid habit. I have a porn obsession that I can’t seem to deal with. I think my attraction to porn is too strong for me to resist. I guess I haven’t reached that ‘point’ when I get tired of it. I am ashamed of it and mad at myself for doing it. I don’t think I can stop. Even if I was married I would probably do it still I need to try to deal with it somehow. Maybe if I get married to the right woman who understands then she will help me stop.? I need the right woman and I’m asking you to pray for me to get the right one. I need help in this area of my life because I have greater needs that need to be met than porn lust. I want an intimate relationship with a person of the opposite sex. I need friends or I will have to suffer by myself. I have a church home and it is hard to make friends as easy as I would have expected or thought I could. I know I’m going to make it but I may be too hard on myself to be perfect in the long run. I don’t want anything major to go wrong for me to stop my addiction. I guess I have to realize that I will relapse and just confess it to God and he will forgive me. I know I’m doing something wrong to try to stop this thing, but only another person I could talk to about this would understand. I just started to see a Christian counselor and that may be the way to go. I’ve tried to turn this over to God but I can’t let go. Pray that I do let go and have a better life. Thank you. you may see my problem clear as day that I can’t see on how and what I need to do. If you could give me some advice I would appreciate it. Thanks