Please pray that my husband can forgive me for not being the wife that we both desire. I want to be his partner in everything we do. I fell short by not being able to find a full time job and this hurts us financially . Everything is increasing and we are falling behind in our payment. I am losing focus and very depressed. I want to be someone he can rely and lean on like he has with me. But I have overused his patients and feel that I have taken advantage of him and didn’t realize I did that to him. He has told me countless of times and didn’t hear him. I have failed my family and we haven’t talked in 3 days. We have fought everyday since thanksgiving day. Right now we are just civil. I miss him, his warm embrace, the gentle kisses, kind touch and words of encouragement. I know he is having panic attacks about money and sending our only child to a private school. Please pray for our family to be happy and United as one. My heart is breaking. I love my family with all my heart. Please Lord heal our family and help me find full time employment.
by Maria (New York)