Please pray that I fully understand that God loves me no matter what. That he heals in ways of deliverance so swift that it could be me one day speaking of God’s gentle grace and mercy when I was filled with fear of harsh punishment and afraid of loss. That my testimony would be so great, I would stand in awe humbly worshiping daily. That my weakness in the flesh has me in chains of guilt, doubt and fear. I’m no longer at peace, my joy is gone and I don’t know a way to get back to where I started but not lose what I have gained through Christ.
If No one is righteous but Christ. Then how come I think I can be perfect like him and live this error free life of God. What do you do but wait and wonder? This isn’t the life Christ meant for me to have was it? I’m living in a world and I’m a minority. A believer. I’ve been so blessed lately, even in my imperfecting ways. I don’t want to live in fear of loss all my life.Return to A Prayer for Peace of Mind