I really need to be Prayed for. I have so many things going on in my life that I need the power of prayer to help me through these difficult times. My partner for the past 13 years is cold and I’m not sure that he loves me. He was in a horrible hunting accident and lost his leg. He has no pity or care for how I feel and what I’m going through. Because he was almost killed. We have two children together and, they do see us argue, which does scare them. He does say that we are trying to work on our relationship, but he still likes to enjoy being out with friends. He treats everyday as if he will die tomorrow. I don’t live that way. I’m the very careful one and doesn’t like that he is out late. I worry that he is in trouble and will stay up till he gets home. I does text me that he is ok. But I still fear the worst always.
My mother is also sick and has been to the she will need a liver transplant with in the next years to come. She is now unable to live one her own, work or even drive. My mother is a very dependent person and it is very hard for her to live with me or my partner (Since they don’t see, eye to eye- two chiefs and I’m the only Indian). She has a hard time letting me go and be an adult with two children. I try my best to make everyone happy but I’m really hurt. As of right now, I don’t have any money. Maybe $20 for the next couple of days. My rent is almost due and I don’t have money for that. I really don’t want to get kicked out of my apartment. I work full time, and I’m trying to go to school to become a better person for myself and my kids. I do Love Julian and I do see that he does Love me, but sometimes. I would love for someone to pray for me to have a miracle happen and that my life get better. I would love my relationship with Julian get better, my mom get better, my kids be healthy, My mind and soul be happy and healthy. Can someone help meReturn to Daily Devotional