Please pray for me. I am 40 years old and it seems that all that I have known is pain


Please pray for me. I am 40 years old and it seems that all that I have known is pain. Almost all my life my career and finances have been a mess. I have been laid off over 6 times and it seems that every time I find a job I get laid off. Finally I just stopped trying and went the entrepreneurial route. Even less work there. Unable to build clients or retain clients for any length of time. I have been poor. I have been homeless. Through it all I felt God surround me. I felt like I was living the story of Job. That one day all of my tests would be over and I would be restored.

I was seeing a guy for the past 8 years only to find out that he lied to me and our relationship ended with the police being called. It was crazy. One day we were doing find and then the next day out of the blue everything was over. I can’t fix what went wrong. He lied to me. I lost my religion and went off on him. He called the police to have me removed from his house and now he refuses to speak to me.

I really thought that we would get over all of the hard times and eventually live happily ever after. I was absolutely sure that he was the one for me. The one that God created just for me. We had so many different experiences that brought us together that I knew it could only be God with his hands on our life, but now… it’s OVER!

Please pray for me. I would like to have him in my life, but I am trusting God to send me the man for me. I am trusting God to heal my heart and to allow me to move on to bigger and better things. Just please keep me in your prayers and ask God to guide my heart, my actions and my thoughts.

Much love. Praying for you as well!