My name is Andrea. I am a 25 years old born again Christian and I have seen how powerful prayer is. Please for my boyfriend (27) to come to Jesus. He doesn’t beleive in God and he likes to engage in witchcraft which makes me endlessly sad. Two months ago he learned that his mum has got a terminal illness and since then he’s been horrible to me, mocking me for being a beleiver. He always mocked me, but now it’s 50 times more than how it used to be. He has wandered far off from the Good Shepherd and it makes me very sad to see him in pain. He’s talking a lot about suicidal and wanting to die, and that makes me fearful. But I am also in a lot of pain because two years ago, one month into dating I got pregnant with our child and I had an abortion because I didn’t see any possible way to raise him or her because we were broke and because I just moved to the uk and I didn’t have any support from others. I still don’t have any support, two and a half years later. I have been turmoil when that happened to me and I have been distressed since. I don’t have a community of fellowship or a family. I am all on my own. I know God forgave me, but I can’t forgive myself. But I am also alone on a personal level. I don’t have anyone I could talk about my feelings. And if that was not enough, today I have become homeless, and I’m still broke. I don’t know where to go from here both physically and emotionally. Please pray that God will heal the abandonment and the loneliness in me. Please pray for a way out. I have started to have suicidal thoughts and that scares me a lot. Please pray that the Merciful God will take care of me and spare me from the evil and from all the complications that may arise from crying day and night. In the past 3 years, I never had a week free if crying. Please ask God that he will help me stop crying nearly every day. Please. Thank you.
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