Back 2016 I was so depress and so down as my relationship broke down, I suffer a lot and almost resign in my work here in Cruise ship, by the help of my friends and my mother – I manage to overcome all my sufferings and recovered. Some time in my recovery I prayed a lot to God to give me the right girl and to give me a sign. The girl came and she is my colleague but she is in the other ship, we know each other and found out she also been to broken relationship. We are different nationality’s and start talking thru messenger and start to get our selves comfortable with each other. Then she finally move to my ship to start again with me. I am so happy so proud so contented and just last year I proposed a marriage to her and she accept it with all her heart! The wedding supposed to happen this year November or December then suddenly along the way sometime in mid April this year I start to get jealous without nothing – I was back home for vacation and she is onboard the ship, we fight a lot and we change significantly and I lost her because of my pathological jealousy or morbid jealousy. I tried my best to win her back but she is done with me. I am suffering again with the same situation twice as what happened to me last time.
I realized I have this illness and I had a chance to medicate my self when I was on vacation but I did not and now I lose the girl that I prayed so much.
I know Its my stupidity and terrible mistakes – she got her peace away from me and I hope I can recover also like her.
I asked all the beautiful people to pray for me this tormented broken heart, mind, soul.
Return to Prayer for Relationship and Prayer Request