Well that didn’t take much Lord Jesus if indeed my boyfriend has decided not to see me again! ~ He is foreign and his English is not clear in emails so right now I don’t know for sure if wants to see me again or not but it doesn’t look good, the way he made a comment last time we were in email conversation that I was disturbing his brain by always wanting to think and talk! ~ I have been in unsettled circumstances and therefore stressed which hasn’t helped my big wordy mouth. I said to you in prayer Lord just before this boyfriend found me in late 2022 that I was ready to meet someone new ~ so I was really hoping that I was meant to stay with this beautiful young man and for us to make each other happy. I have been through a lot of pain in my life already. Amen.