Dear God I am so scared and struggle to maintain my trust in you that I must learn my lessons to grow in your grace. Please let me have the job I want so badly so that I can climb out of this hole I am in. I believe that I am doing my best to help myself and I only ask for what are justly my gifts from you. Please guide me to do what is right if I am not doing what I should. I believe I hurt no one and help many, and that is my only intent. I need your help, God. I open my heart to what you have in store for me.