All these years, its gross, crappy stuff/cursing and swearing/getting picked on/being treated as non-existent i face. Sometimes, feel like i have to die to receive some dignity from my dad.
And i see my mum stressed and careful not to provoke him and hence, also blaming me when something goes wrong even when its no fault of mine. i know im imperfect and i try to bear with them, become a better person myself and keep praying. But this is too much for me to bear. Please help pray God intervene fast and for good. Thanks.