I have been handling something my doctor calls “anxiety disorder” but I’m not so sure it is. I’m scared I’m dying and I’m scared something is seriously wrong with my body. On top of all that I’m really trying to believe in God but I’m having troubles with believeing in him. I really want to but I don’t know how to completely believe in Him. I want to so bad but…I don’t know if I can wrap my mind around it. God please help me be healthy in mind, body, and soul. Please, God, let me see a sign that your there and help me believe in you.