Dear Lord, please forgive me for doubting your existence, and doubting your love for me. I know you have infinite mercy and I know I will doubt you again as part of my very flawed nature. Please God help me to find work.
Please help me to do the right things, say the right things and think the right things for the purpose of finding employment, for I know that on my own I have no chance. Please help me find a job I will be happy in and feel fulfilled, with a good wage so I can be the rock that my family can depend on, as I want them to respect me and not pity me or worry for me.
I want to follow my dreams and help my loved ones follow theirs with your forgiveness, grace and redemption beside me always, from now until the day I die. Please help me God. Amen.