I am not perfect, yet I love my children. My ex is not a good man,friend, parent, companion. I suffered so much with his cheating,lies, controlling issues, his physical and emotional abuse. I am often ask ,why I stayed. It wasn’t always so and I did love him and believed him. I grew scared,grew to hate myself.
Then I became a little stronger and decided enough. I have let go of a lot and forgiven him so much. He holds a grudge and hatred against me. Acusers me and takes me to court falsely. He has not seen the children in over 3 monrhs,calls only to fight,but never to ask about them, no assistance. Yet he demands paperwork on the children. I believe it is for a huge case that will change his life. There is no genuine feeling for the kids. I ask Please let justice prevail, you that can see the reason behind the suffering. I ask for the protection,well being and best interest of the kids.
If it is meant for him to be and stay then I ask for his heart to soften, for his forgiveness on me for calling the police. I don’t have to hear him say sorry but I ask that his love for them be genuine Nd what he did not do for me to do for them. For the people around him who ate vandalizing home, car for them to stop.