I’ve been struggling with life. I’ve felt suicidal and depressed for over two years. My husband is a youth pastor and I’ve struggled with his calling since our first year married. I have wanted to leave because of our finances not being where I’d hope they’d be and we also have not been able to conceive another child. I don’t enjoy being in ministry anymore but he doe. I need a break. My heart feels wrecked, I try everyday to think positively and be happy and smile and I have so much pain inside. I’ve never wanted to take my own life up until a year ago and the feelings come on strong. I’m also dealing with weight gain due to hormonal imbalances and stress that has contributed to feeling even more depressed and just feeling hopeless. I just don’t know what to believe anymore.
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