Please forgive me for my role in the dire situation that is now bearing down on me

Father God,

Please forgive me for my role in the dire situation that is now bearing down on me – I put on a smile and keep going to work so that no one will know what I am facing – I beg you to make a way for this immediate distress that I am in – I am so ashamed that I cant even burden my children with a request for financial assistance – It is so overwhelming – You know my needs so I will not dare ask for a specific amount – because any amount is more than what I have — Thank you Father God for putting up with me is my sinfulness – Have mercy on me.