Dear God our Father,
I have been having panic inside that I cannot move past. I cannot seem to find a cure and it lasts all day and all night. The only way to stop it is to take medicine to make me sleep. I cannot do this forever. I am taking time off work to try and heal but it feels hopeless to me.
I have not been able to be around my grandchild because of this and I am so sad and feel helpless. I have no idea what to do and dread each day with it’s misery. Please forgive me for all I have done to fall from your grace. Please grant me the peace to go through each day and take the worry away from my family that has no idea what to do. I love you and am so scared.