Dear Lord in heaven,I truly do love and missing James so very much with all my broken heart, soul, body and mind, I am truly so very sad and so very lost without James because he is truly my 3rd greatest blessing and my 3rd precious gift handed picked and sent by you. He truly means the whole world to me because he is truly my love of my heart, soul, life and the whole world, there is a deep huge hole in my body full of so much sadness and painful pain that are in my heart and soul because my broken heart is pouring out so much painful pain and sadness that at times I just burst into tears because I am truly in so much painful pain and so much sadness that is truly unbearable and unbelievable. Please dear Lord guide James and I back together again because we are so very perfect for each other. I truly know that we are meant to be together because how we met. I know I let you, James, his sister Donna, and James’s loving, caring and precious parents down by hurting and failing James. I truly never meant to ever hurt and failed James and our precious relationship that you gave us, from the bottom of my broken heart and soul I am truly so very sorry for hurting James’s Loving, caring and precious Parents, his sister Donna but most of all you and James. I truly do love James please guide James back to me where he is truly so very love. Besides your loving caring and precious Mother Mary and James’s loving caring and precious Mother Carolyn, no other woman will ever truly love, cares and adore James more than I do dear Lord, Please forgive me by guiding James and I back together again. Amen