dear st jude,
please help bring marco and me together and help us so that our relationship can thrive and last, this time. ive loved him so since i met him and i feel the connection between us still, he always returns, but he seems afraid to commit or unsure of what he really wants. i have waited as patiently as i can, painful as it has sometimes been, for the timing to finally be right for us, and for circumstances finally to be such that we are free to be together, and it aches at my heart to be so close yet still not there. i have envisioned our marriage in the Church and a family created with him, It is my dream and my deepest intention for it to be made into a reality. please help him not to be afraid to love again, and to see the value and beauty and blessing of monogamy and a marriage and family unit within the Church.
let him know that in our relationship he would never be tied down or held back but rather set free because he would finally have true love forever in his life. and let me please finally come to have the love and the relationship i’ve wanted with him, come to fruition. i will be eternally greatful and devoted to spreading the Good News, and make it my goal to help lead marco back to the Church (like in my other dreams) so that both of us can love and serve God, the Father, God the Son, his Mother Mary, all the angels and saints, and the community, and each other, forever and ever. Amen.