Please dear lord,
You know the position I’m in right now. You know that he was who would make me feel special. You know he was the one who would give me butterflies in my stomach. I’ve never loved a man like this. I did what I had to do for the best of all of us. I couldn’t hide things anymore. I didn’t want to lose him Yet I knew I was risking doing it so. Please, open up his heart and make him understand the immense love I still have for him. I’m so in love with him. I miss him so much. Please, I know he was the one. I know things were complicated but I know he felt the same about me as I do. I never wanted to hurt him nor anyone. I love him too much to hurt anyone in his family. Please, have him come back to us. Please, dear lord I beg you. I can’t stop thinking about him. I can’t stop thinking about us. I love him and I don’t want to stop. I wouldn’t know how. I know lying and hiding our relationship was getting us in deeper trouble. I know what I did was the right thing. Don’t have him be unhappy any longer. Please, have him be honest with himself and his loved ones. I know he’s the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I love you, Ron. I’m so in love you with you. I hope you see it in your heart to be sincere with everyone.
Please, lord..have him realize our love was pure and destined. I promise you, I would never break his heart. That was never my intention. Thank you.