Peace of mind

by Milly ()

I have known the Lord in the past but I guess not completely because I don’t know if I truly trusted in Him. I come from an abusive childhood, mentally, physically, verbally. I thought it was love even as adult to be hurt to be loved. When I met my husband after leaving an abusive relationship. The first thing he told me was that I deserved better. I have been married for over 20 years and still don’t know how to love this man the way I should. He has tried to show me Gods love and when he should had left and ran he’s always
stayed. I’ve served the church but do not have any friends because I am not one for reaching out to others. I spend so much time alone. Lately I have found myself just needing to draw closer to God but I am in desperate need of prayer so I won’t quit again. I tend to quit everything I start. I want to live. Truly live. I know I’m lost and have always been lost. Please pray for me and my peace of mind. I look at my husband lately and it looks like he’s just getting tired of fighting. Whether it’s for us or anything else. I don’t know

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