Good evening my name is Kattie I have a few addictions one I get high on crack I’m trying to quit but I have a very hard time doing so I’ve had a stroke my left side is somewhat still paralyzed I walk with an unbalance I can’t be on my own anymore I need help to get in and out the shower to change my clothes and I lost my Independence so I let this get the best of me and I let someone turn me on to get him high on crack I’m not proud of myself I want to quit I know I can quit but I let my guilt and my depression get the best of me that I keep making excuses to get high if I can I’ll get high once or twice a day I can really use your prayers I can really use you agreeing with me I love God what I know of love and I talk to him but then I’ll take it back from him because I don’t want to give it up I’ll borrow money I’ll sell whatever I have to get money to get high and it doesn’t make me feel any better all I want to be is numb but I rather not I’d rather be sober and this sometimes I can go weeks and I’ll talk myself out of it of not getting high and then the urge will get the best of me and I’ll give him getting high again this is the first time of me and maintenance to our brother and sister in Christ even if others know I do it it’s the first time I’m admitting it and begging for help so if you can help me please do please pray with me and over me that I can quit please stay safe and please stay blessed in Jesus name we pray