You know the painful place in my heart that sometimes rule my days and keep me awake all night. I don’t know what causes the depression or the anxiety, but you do. I can’t handle it any more. If I don’t find a way to feel your peace soon I don’t know what I will do.
Show me if there is a gift I’m not using that I need to release so that I can experience the joy of fulfilling your will. And God, please release me from the overbearing pressure of the finances.
I want to be happy again. Please show me the way.