Late February, on the 25th, God told me twice He would bless mom and me financially so I could go home and we could be together. There had been a lot of trauma… but I’d like to tell you what happened on the 25th. First, I had gotten very upset and terrified because I didn’t know what He wanted to do with my life, and I felt so desperate for an answer. I wanted to go home, and for mom to be well, and for us to heal. So I asked Him, will we get a financial miracle? About 20 minutes later, perhaps 30, a man broke down and was blocking traffic. There was this line of people, upset, and one person honking—hurriedly he got his vehicle fixed and went on. Then I talked to the man behind, explained it all, and he said “that wasn’t me that honked, it was the guy behind me. He didn’t like that he had to wait. The world is full of impatient people I guess.” Immediately, something crossed the multitude of my multitudes, and I had NEVER felt anything like it before. God was saying He would bless us! That I was being impatient! So, excited, I sat and wondered about it…. then a few hours later, cried, because mom is still not well because of her infection. I thought, God, what about mom!! How long can she go on like that, because of how severe her tooth is. Later, I had to close the gate to go pee, but as I grabbed it something said “someone is coming out” but it had been an external command not to close it.
I looked, listened, felt the ground for vibrations—-nothing. So, unbelieving, I closed the gate anyway….
Someone came out.
I hurried up, got that person out. I left the gate open, and went to the little box to check the clock. But before I could turn to close the gate again, something said “wait 5 minutes.” Very upset (because I had been denied bathroom breaks for 16 hours, and had gotten sick from that treatment) I obliged to wait like God said. It was 9:40. I sat, and waited. Then before the five minutes was up, someone came in just like He said, when usually around that time it’s very very slow! This man comes through, and leans out his window, says “It’s good to have friends.” I had to get him to repeat it because I was astonished because of the accuracy of God’s time. He said it again, and told me this story about how he had broken down (like the other man, but he didn’t know the coincidence) and was stranded. He had called his friends, and they had come not even 20 minutes later, much sooner than he expected!!! I walked away happy, because God said He would do it , and do it soon, stop being impatient!!
The problem is I never had a dad who provided, and mom and me have always struggled and suffered. We are trying to wait patiently, and I feel like because I am frustrated and upset all the time, I let Him down…. it’s not right, and I’d imagine it hurts God…. please pray for mom and me to be happy and joyful and peaceful and excited while we wait. Please also pray that we would understand God’s directions and things better.
Sorry for all of this!!!!
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