I pray that God will send me official passing results for the California bar exam in the mail (despite the unofficial failing result I have received online). Basically, I’m asking for a miracle. I have taken the exam twice now, and I am emotionally, mentally, physically and financially exhausted. I have a great deal of student debt, but I can’t focus on finding employment & paying it off until I get passing bar results. I feel incredibly demoralized, and I don’t know if I have the will power to force myself through the exam again. I just want to be able to get on with my life.