Tomorrow will be a disaster if I don’t get what I need tonight. I’m trying not to panic but its not looking good. I’m going to be in so much trouble. This is when I really need God but I have called to Him when I’ve been in trouble before and He’s never there so why would He be now. I wish I wasn’t afraid of hell so I could take my life and be done with God and everyone else rejecting me. I knew He was against me. I started to believe He loved me. Yet again, I’ve been decieved. Why did I ever think God was for me? He never was in the past. Why would He be now. Um, my life depends on it.
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