5 months ago my whole life changed. My son stabbed my husband and my husband past away. It is hard for me to put into words how lost I feel. How torn. I love both of them with all my heart. There was history of alcohol and drugs and domestic violence in my home for 12 1/2 years. My husband was an incredible, wonderful, loving man who had a major alcohol problem and drug problem. There were times throughout the years that when drinking way too much he would go into fits of rage. He hated this side of himself but no matter how much he loved us that side always seemed to make it’s appearance. My children witness way more than any kid ever should. I am not excusing what my son did. It was so horribly wrong. My husband did not deserve to go out like that. My son was scared and he made a desperate horrible decision. Now I am living without my husband, scared for my son and worried about my daughter. I am praying for a miracle that ONLY God can deliver. He knows the whole situation, the whole truth and he is the only one who can help us.
by MRA (Ga)