Oh Lord, I am so desperate, I am so scared. Please Father all I ask is that you keep me especially close to you, help me to find strength, for I feel so weak. I want to be better and I Truly know that only through you is that possible. Please heal me, something that seems so impossible. Please help this this fear disappear, please let me still have my family at the end of this, and that we can live joyous and in love with each other forever. Forgive me Lord, forgive me. In Jesus name. Amen.