No Hope

by Janice ()

I am 70 and I have no home of my own. My fault because of my past anger and bad decisions. I feel weak in my faith and I have given up hope for it. My oldest daughter is embarrassed of me. I wanted to live close to her but that’s not possible. She is in a same sex relationship and I can’t go there. My youngest daughter is so damaged from my past relationships she is making the same kind of bad decisions I made in her life. My granddaughter is 18 and leaving today with a boyfriend who is abusive and controlling I am told. My grandson is shut in his room playing killing games day and night. My husband his papa died in our travel trailer after a night of fishing. He was Seth best friend and Seth is still struggling after 2 years. My daughter has been involved with a sex offender and has finally ended it but it has already done the damage. I live with some family because I wasn’t able to live alone due to health issues. Y sister in law has fought breast cancer for the last year and has issues from that.. I’ve had multiple surgeries my left leg is 3 inches shorter so u don’t get around well. I came here not knowing how they felt about God. It has been hard for me to accept and sadly I haven’t been the Christian I want to be here. We are all a devils mess. He lives in this house and my daughters and I need help to battle him. I could go on and on. I don’t know what to ask prayers for because it is so much. I am tired of living. I need help now please

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