Need to fix my life

by Silvio (New York)

For the past several years I have been addicted to drugs. It has ruined my health and mind. I have recently been put on a medication to help me get off the drugs I have been abusing. I also need to quit smoking and start engaging in healthy activities. I don’t want to die like this. I also have OCD and anxiety which caused my drug addiction. Please forgive me of my sins everything bad I have done. I want to be a good person again. I want to be closer to God. I am afraid he is disappointed in me and he will punish me for the things I have done. Please forgive me.