I lost my husband 2 1/2 years ago. We were in the process of moving to another state. We had just purchased a home at new state and within 2 weeks he got sick and passed away 10 months later. I cancelled the purchase when he got sick. We had been praying, planning & dreaming for years. It felt like a pregnacy (rejoicing, sharing, planning, buying & others were happy for us, then at time of birth the child dyes). I have no family where we were gonna move nor do I have children. I still want to move but don’t know where I belong or what I am to do and I am alone without anyone to help me decide or share my thoughts with. I do attend a church & some have been praying for my healing of loosing my husband. Financial doors closed after his passing & it made it harder to move, I have been saving & feel I can purchase something smaller. I didn’t want to move out of guilt, for I had allot when he passed, that he did not make it to our dream retirement. Some friends were worried about me moving by myself. I don’t want this desire of moving to become a burden. I want The Lord’s Peace, I want to leave life day by day with God’s Peace & let him take me there or show me that my new home is here without my husband.
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