Father God my heart has been aching day and night since 1st November 2011 when my son Goran Nikoloski went missing. To this day we do not know what has happened to my son Goran. The Police presume him dead and some of his friends and family have given up on his return as they too think he may have been murdered.
I am his mother and my heart is not prepared to surrender. I live in hope and expectation that he may be still alive although the chances of that are diminishing daily. I know, I understand and I accept that your plans for us may differ from our own dreams and wishes for our children and that Your will must be done and not ours However in our case of uncertainty, I hang suspended in darkness not knowing where is my son and whether he is alive or dead. I do not know how to pray as deep in my heart I want my son alive. So much so that I am asking for a special miracle which is easy for YOU GRACIOUS AND MERCIFUL GOD to perform. Nothing is impossible for YOU HEVENLY FATHER SINCE YOU CREATED THE WHO WORLD AND RAISED YOUR SON JESUS FOR US. Please give me my son back and thereby keep my other son, Robert, alive for if Goran has been murdered, Roberts life is in danger as well. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I PRAISE YOU FATHER GOD, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, BODY AND SOUL, AND BEG YOU TO ANSWER MY PRAYER IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON, OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST AND THE HOLY SPIRIT. AMEN.