my heart is broken

Dear Lord I have been in a very rocky relationship for many years with many highs and low . No matter what has happened I can’t seem to let go , Im so full of confusion and feel like I can’t make sense of anything . I pray that you give me guidance on what you want for my life and also the strength to be. able to follow through with your will and not my own . Please help me I’m in so much pain .

Amen