I am not sure where to begin and its far too complicated to go into. I am at a total loss as to what to do, and where to turn. I really dont care for myself. Its for my family. I have come to the conclusion that I am a loser (always have been, and always will be) and that no matter how I try, things just go wrong.
If someone/something can help and watch/pray over my family I would be very appreciated.
I and my wife pray daily, but it is no use God forgive me, I am soo sorry for what Ive done to warrant all this.Thank You All, and Im Sorry!