This is a selfish request probably but please pray my boyfriend loves me again and forgives me for hurting him about 6 years ago. I thought he forgave me when we got back together 6 years ago but about 8 years ago I cheated on him with my exhusband but tonight he told me I broke him and he could never love me again even though we now have a 3 year old. I know I deserve it but I thought we were past all this and now I am broken like he said I made him broken all those years ago. Id rather just die than feel this way. I havnt cheated on him since we got back together 6 years ago but he said it didn’t matter bc he will be always be broken bc of me. I feel shattered and can’t do anything about it. He said he got back together with me bc of my 2 children before the baby who depended on him. I just want him to love me… I dont care about the beautiful home we have, I dont want to love knowing he never forgave me. Honestly, id rather die but I love my babies and have to be there for them even though I’m dying inside. Please, please pray he truly forgives me and loves me and is not just staying for the kids. My heart hurts so badly I can’t think of anything else.
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