A day ago I had spoken with my ex, best friend, and my love. We spoke about the next 8 days of our prayer and fasting to be asking and seeking God to only do his will. I am hurting because I want to do life with him, serve the Lord with him, die old with him, I want to do missions with him.
But please pray God to do HIS will. I am totally surrendering to the Lord and it hurts but I must be open for him to work in my life. Please also say a prayer for my hurting heart. It feels as if there is a huge hole.
Also that if it’s in Gods will, he will bless him and I. If not to pray for my hurting heart, during the painful transition. I really love David Nathan Brittain, and I don’t see myself with anybody else for the rest of my life. Other than him.
Right now I have prayed countless of times pleading to God for an answer. My heart hurts. I miss my love, my best friend. I just want to know if God is listening to me. I can’t stop crying. The uncertainty, the unknown.
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