Lord I ask that you heal my heart. I ask for the strength and ability to move on from this relationship I have been in off and on for 14 years. Married to him 6 of the years. It’s been so much hurt he has done to me lies, cheating and yet I have still held on. I know this man is not for me but for some reason I continue to hope and hang on. I no longer wanna be a victim of this viscious cycle I want to let go. I wanna move pass this man. He is not for me. I want my happiness back, my smile, my joy, my peace. This is not what or who I deserve. Lord please help me to let go. Give me the strength to close that door and leave it closed. Help me to understand my worth. Allow me to see what real true love feels like. Heal my heart lord. Please heal my heart. Allow me to Continue to grow in you. Close the door lord. Let me put me first and let go. Today I choose me. I need help with this battle and this struggle of holding on. I pray and ask you lord to please help me