I’m going through a rough time in my marriage
Both My husband and i are Christians when we first married everything was going smooth and things looked perfect and along the way he started having a lot of friends some have divorced and he learned wrong things from them, they are alcoholics, he spends most of the time outside home, sometimes does not sleep home, switches his phone, he will see my messages and not respond at all.
When he calls me I pick up but when I try to reach him , he ignores my calls and after goes on voicemail.
We’ve been married for 15 years , we are raising a child with special needs not severe though. We been through a lot of challenges and still together but there’s no harmony between us, there’s a division and husband lost his zeal for church and for the things of God.
He comes from a family of non-Christians and they are into alcoholism. He’s also an alcoholic, drives late at night, comes home late every single day and sometimes wont even come back home the situation has gotten worse and I suspect that he’s got an affair according to the way he behaves.
The last time he slept home was on Wednesday last week, called on Thursday and said he’s taking care of my father in law as he’s been battling a loss of his grand son who passed away last month and he let me speak to his dad Thursday morning just trying to prove that he’s with himand told me that he saw the doctor and he’s recovering but I strongly feel that he is not sleeping over there for some reasons.
I’m hurting, I’m in pain and i can’t control my crying and tears I feel betrayed he is so proudful and shows no remorse, he says he’s living under grace and thinks he can live anyhow and sin , already he’s forgiven.
What hits me the most is our two sons they can see the wrong things he’s doing and they are affected so much, he was so loving and caring but the devil has stolen it from him.
I know both of us are imperfect but need to strive for perfection.
Our beautiful marriage is in trouble I need God’s Intervention and supernatural power…. PLEASE PRAY FOR US
Im having thoughts of resigning and focus on raising our little son with special needs ,cant cope with any thing in life had a miscarriage relationship recently. My life is miserable touch and full of pain. We have debts everything is just a mess . Please pray for ud
THANK YOU, GOD BLESS YOU.